Jarren Duran Opens Up About Past Struggles in New Netflix Series, ‘The Clubhouse’

This Tuesday, the much-anticipated Netflix series “The Clubhouse: A Year with the Red Sox” will drop. It’s an eight-part show that delves into the 2024 season of the Red Sox, offering an inside look at the team. However, it’s Episode 4 that really grabs your attention.

In this episode, titled “Still Alive,” professional baseball player Jarren Duran bravely opens up about a dark time in his life. He shares the story of his struggle with mental health issues and a suicide attempt that he went through while finding his footing as a major league player.

Throughout the episode, you see Duran’s journey as a baseball player unfold. From his challenges in the 2021 and 2022 seasons to memorable moments that impacted his career, like missing a critical play and facing criticism from fans. During intimate interviews with Netflix director Greg Whiteley, Duran shares the emotional toll of feeling like he didn’t belong and the internal battles he faced daily.

In a heartfelt conversation with Whiteley, Duran reveals the depth of his struggles, admitting that he once attempted to take his own life. He describes a chilling moment where he sat with a gun in his hand, contemplating ending it all. The gun clicked, but nothing happened, and in that moment, Duran realized there might be a reason for him to keep going.

Despite these challenges, Duran has found ways to cope. He writes reminders on his wrists, one saying “(Expletive) ‘Em” and the other “Still Alive,” as a way to combat negative thoughts and remind himself of his resilience.

Before the series premiere, Duran has shared his story with the media, sparking an important conversation about mental health in sports. His courage in speaking out has been praised by the Red Sox organization, who stand with him in his journey.

Duran’s story is a powerful reminder that struggles with mental health can affect anyone, regardless of their success or achievements. By sharing his experience, he hopes to inspire others to seek help and support when they need it.